P/S I Love You - Day 14 The End

fiishey 对于今天想说 不好意思　让大家担心了

昨晚通过电话让 小鸭和长颈鹿 担心 直拨我的手机

今早哭得红肿的双眼让我亲爱的 muffin和stick 担心了

真抱歉..

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补习后 学渊还很贴心的要载我到附近的店屋买点吃的

不好让我这鱼公主饿坏了 可是我坚持先到机场

毕竟小鱼不熟路..

路途当时 心里忐忑 想起昨晚的画面 心更揪住了

没有为什么 我还是到了 机场

独自走在自动人行道上 感觉格外寂寞

隔着透明屏风 直视抵达处的出口 心里有着莫名复杂的心情

想着 当他出现时 我是该腼腆微笑 还是热情拥抱

怎知到后来 在出口处错过了对方

在大电梯旁相遇 我腼腆的微笑 说欢迎回来

就站在人群中 拥抱着彼此 他往我额头上亲吻

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虽然想到他说的话 还是会火大 可是心里 早就忘了 也原谅了

小鱼本来就是 嘴硬但更易心软 的女生

可是 那些话 说过 伤了 就不要再重说了

伤身 伤神 更伤心

我们额头碰着额头 大家点点头 露出丝丝笑容

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之后路上的小鱼不再孤单 午后的情绵 傍晚的好险际遇

加上黄昏时车子的闹变扭 以及热腾腾的茶叶蛋

都甜进心坎儿里了 连整天没吃东西的 肚子也瞬间暖和了

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这次的 分隔两地之 俊茹　　

两个星期足以让彼此了解　　我们有多需要对方

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小鱼想谢谢 她专属的

• waikitkor find maps
• bryann 为我指路
• muffin hugs and shoulders
• 小鸭 24hrs stand by lent ears + 担心 =)
• ggraff stand by lent ears..
• 爸爸为我指路

有了你们 小鱼会更加坚强..

P/S I Love You - Day 13

Counthing down to 1 more day ! which means today will be the 2nd last day ! BUT fiishey has a BIG BIG problem here.

I NEED to KNOW the EXACT ARRIVING TIME of MR.HEDGIIE at KLIA !!

P/S PLS LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU SEE THIS!! URGENT!!

Now he should be landed at singapore for a night but he said will contact me at 9pm, but now is already 10pm and messy little fiishey always forgot to ask him about the time when there's chance to get in touch with him. D:

How? how? how now? how much I wish that the msn window will pop up showing Mr.Hedgiie is online larhh.. cham la now..

Hmm today slightly later than usual to update blog.. coz I just came back from midvalley just now. Was hanging out and had dinner with my buddy and friends. Met up with Mr.wind1, Mr.Hippo and Mr.MK with Theng and Wan June. Girls went shopping a little while, while the gentlemen think about where to eat, hees..

So finally we settled down for our dinner at a corner cafe shop namely - Penang coffee shop. Well, poor little Sandra couldnt eat almost the whole list of food on the menu but finally found this lam mee which was non-spicy and it's soup =) well, it's suprisingly tasting good..

So fiishey is now back at home, goe herself a change and sitting here comfortly blogging AND waiting for some miracle to happen too =( hopefully he could sense it larh..

Oh yea, today i wore mask to college and Ms.Muffin said I look cute in it.. hees =)

That's all for today, it's a quiet friday night? where are all the people..? have fun my friends =)

p/s pray hard for fiishey too.. =\

*loves*

P/S I Love You - Day 12

Morning people!

Fiishey is sick already.. aww.. now is resting at home and just woke up not longer only after the morning medicine.

Yesterday morning had mild sore throat then fiishey thought that taking strepsils and drink more water will help to control then cure it in short time. well, that's how it normally works to me. BUT, dim zhi.. After nap, it got worse. started to have fever d la.. =( then felt that there's phlegm at the throat there.. and also body ache..

Went to doc yesterday, was asked to stay home for at least a day and also friday but it depends. I was given 2 days MC. But i wanna go to college so much. coz trial's near.. missing classes are not healthy to da results too.. =( Got urine test, for H1N1 purpose though. but think was a negative. But still mrs.doc still presripted me with stronger medicine as a prevention for it. So in the end I had got 6 types of medicine larh.. and one of them is in liquid form.. ewe, i hate it.. So altogether I will have to swallow 7 tablets and a table spoon of the medicine. WAT?! when i look at it i felt so awful doing this. For the 1st time when i got them into my stomach, fiishey even vomited during half way..

let me show you them

So let me introduce you the fiishey's mates for the day :

(from left to right)

• For fever
• Antibiotics
• For Phlegm
• For sore throat
• For Stomach & wind
• For Clearing urine (center)
  

Alot right? So fiishey next session for medicine is at about 1.30 so now gonna go prepare for light lunch and it will be plain porridge added with shredded ham and carrot. will wanna add marmite to it or else it's just taste-less weiiii.. It's a patient meal from Mrs.Doc. Then no ice-cream, no fruits, no oily and spicy food.. D: meaning if i dont get well before hedgiie is back that means no chocolate fondoe from Hadgen Dazz la..

Somemore supposed to be singing-k with duck NOW! wth.. coz we have accelerated timtable for today so classes will end earlier than usual. So at 1st duck thought of askin me to singk but now Im STUCK at home la.. BAD BACTERIA!

Guess that hedgiie should be back to my side in a couple of mins soon.. aww it's counting down for 2 more days to go.. wheeee! AT LEAST there's something to be happy about for the day. And he got me lotsa suprises and souvenirs =) pampers this little fiishey to the max! Will share those photos with you guys when he's back kie? =) Alright people, it's time for lunch. Pray hard for fiishey alright? hopefully bad bacteria will leave me asap larh.

Another updates, Liying the furballx has flew back to canada already. missing her much though coz we didnt get the chance to meet up before her flight. well, read your blog and knowing that you have already reached there safely and going to start your uni life very soon. SO congratz gurl, you are in uni already! =) have fun and I will definitely miss you.

Liying and I at snowflakes

Oh yea.. Happy 19th Birthday to xiiaoJiet =) I called you but you didnt pick up my call.. =\

Oh well.. that's all for today.. missing hedgiie..*loves* byeee people! take care..

P/S I Love You - Day 11

Afternoon! Sandra is now back at home sitting comfortly blogging. Didnt feel well for today. Maybe after yesterday some hot and spicy food.. my throat couldnt take it anymore. So this morning I could feel that my throat is not doing well. I started to feel some irritations at my throat. Sore throat has been always my 1st visitor that lead me to any further illness such as flu, fever, cough.. BUT *touch wood* Im gonna kill the bacteria! But now I can feel the bacteria is attacking already. Start to feel a bit of hotness and stuffy on my forehead. GOSH..

Received a sms from hedgiie telling me that he couldnt sleep for the nap that he planned to take. But it was just one msg. Not anymore after i replied so many times. And I dont know why. Wondering where is he now. Or probably he has already back to sleep. hmm..

Read Cherly's blog just now before I started to blog. Finally she revealled about her sudden pause on blogging 2 weeks back. and yea, I was right. They broke up. Kim Chun and Ryl. My buddy from Monash Uni. I could sense that it was something big and serious for both of them. And it is hurtful. I hadnt been keeping in close touch with them but I always contact with rly through blog. And that from blog, I always thought that they are such a sweet couple. Looking good and perfect for each other. But now I know, partly are just window dressing, there were lots of issues that were not known by others. For me, looking at them, It was a pity.

I found that they were just like some real life example on the reason why they broke up and also the problems faced. From Ryl blog - "Well, apparently, the definition of ur "teman" & mine is way lot diffthe "Sometimes" of urs and mine is totally....out of no where as well ...But dont criticize. Thats really hurtful." - evvon called it VERBALLY ABUSE, which is much more hurtful.

"一直以来 我都活在我的幸福中 我觉得很幸福很幸福 我拥有你 我。。真的爱上了3次 你的突然爆发 我受伤了. 你认为你很爱我 所以一直呵护 give in 整个把我宠坏了. 有问题时 却什么也没说过 不表示到头来的一次轰炸 我的心 真的很痛 很痛‘我从不知道你有那么多的不满 不悦" "以为自己给了很多你幸福 结果幸福中 还是那么多不满那我比较幸运不是？ 因为我一直都在享受着幸福的时刻..."

For Ryl baby, Stay strong. You are who you are. I know that you will be alright.

Looking at so many couples stay and leave for their relationships, and I start to be worried and think whether you would be the one for me. Probably you can say that I am a coward when it comes to relationships. I cant afford to risk my heart. That's for true. Just cant.

The end of this.

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So today I had only 3 hours of class. DAM bored. Econ teacher was absent then Maths teacher was not teaching. But morning I went to old town for breakfast with miingyi.. Love the half boiled eggs. Didnt eat for long since the day hedgiie left was the last time I ate it.

Aww.. kinda tired today, probably due to the BAD bacteria.. sniffles.. =( Oh well, hedgiie's back online. hees.. byeee people! *loves*

napppppppp againnnnnnnn ....

P/S I Love You - Day 10

Good Afternoon people! Sandra's back to home early today! Feeling so comfy after changing to t-shirt and shorts.. wheee! Another relaxing day here ! LOL

Some Shit thing happened today to Sandra too Went for lunch at the Sweet Cafe nearby college as usual. Today I was craving for the Asam Laksa there coz we have never tried it before even since we started eating out lunch there. So there we go. Then, eat.eat.eat. While bryann and miing finished their meal, I was finishing soon and was actually cutting my fried eggs, separate the egg yolk xD

THEN. THEN. THEN.

AAAAAARRGHHHHH!

(high pitch one)

I saw a white-grey in colour, BIG, FAT WORM!! It's moving underneath the tupperware! Then sandra : "miing.. take the tupperware up.. take it up!" Then they both saw it. It's still moving at that time, moving towards bryann's direction! It's damn DISGUSTING! I was actually holding my spoon with the egg yolk on it that time. WTH?! Appetile gone immediately. Then Jenny the cashier also the owner of restaurant came to us (of course la i shouted like nobody's business man) She quickly got herself a tissue paper then "PRESS" on the table -

Well, obviously she was panic too.. WORM in a restaurant?! That's a big fat NO.. it's about cleanliness and food quality. So she was wondering where the hell could there be worm on the dining table. Then she checked around. And we helped out a bit too. Could it be the tupperware? but no she said it was taken out from the fridge, not so possible. Or probably the ceiling above also the aircon, coz she couldnt control what have actually moved in there. Then, bryann found another tiny one on the floor next to our table as well.. Then we all jumped out of our seats..

I hate worms.. like. really hate. So afterall I was checking on my own body, worrying that the worm may actually dropped on us if they were really from the ceiling above. Then my sense of thoughts linked me to - could it drop in our food too? LOL

That's the end for the wormy thing already. No more worm.

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Knowing that dear didnt have a good morning either, due to overslept and then have some shit lecture by the manager there. I know, those people could be nasty sometimes. aww sorry for causing you sleeping late yesterday. So you will need to sleep early tonight alright? so he is having his nap now. will only meet hiim later at about 6pm msia time. *loves*

So Sandra's gonna take a nap now too. oh yea. wondering why mr.duckie was absent for class for the whole day. no pick up when fiishey called. sick d? hmm.. anyway hopefully you are alright.

Alright, that's all for the day. Have a nice tuesday !

P/S I Love You - Day 9

OMG today I was late for class AGAIN. Like what. I didnt do it on purpose. BLAME the alarm of the handphone (lolx.. like that also can) BUT seriously, It DIDNT ring. system damage la stupid phone!

So I reached college at like about 9.30am for half maths class. So sandra's still tired and only got back to home at about 6.15pm just now due to massive jam at federal highway back from tuition. and also video calling with beloved hiim. Then .then. he said he prepared suprises for me =) wheeee! gonna check it out soon!

So trial's near and ms.fiishey is still slacking in her fishbed. BUT actually planning activities for after Trial.. (wth...lolx ) Wanna go Sabah probably with bill and veevee then wei li's buffday party that ming organizing then clubbing (ops xD), hang out and more hang out!! hees.. GOSH, trial la fiishey...

Had nice lunch at Face to face with muffin, duck and also penguin! quite a nice relaxing afternoon and long chat with them. Then penguin was saying to plan a birthday party for me and him since mine falls on the 2nd and his on the 8th. We were suggesting about sunway lagoon themepark. Then muffin teased at penguin saying that he only wants to see Sally in bikini xD

Having nice video calling session just now with hedgiie. Cant wait for counting down to 5 more days =) *loves*

Nice day people!

P/S I Love You - Day 8

Chilling at home on a Sunday is the most relaxing thing to do after the busy days of 6.. Agree? =)

Having GODIVA Chocolatiers with me, stucking myself on the couch watching CSI. Woke up only like about 12pm and dear about 2pm aussie time.. LOL so what about you guys? =)

Nothing much for the day. Enjoy. The. Companion. With. Love over the cam. teehees~

It's a great day to recharge myself and then start on the Morning monday tmr.

Relax, folks!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Counting down less than a week! 6 days...

P/S I Love You - Day 7

It's Saturday. But i still woke up early at about 10am to prepare for tuition. I was not late. but Bryann was haha xD then thought of going to for lunch with my dear pastries at Damansara uptown for the famous nasi lemak that we had been craving for since early August. But unfortunately, they BOTH were not available after tuition. Bryann needed to rush home then go haircut with his sisters. Then miingyi needed to rush back to homwtown for her grandma's birthday. So here it is, Im alone.

It's the 1st Saturday without hiim by my side. Loneliness filled up the spaces around. It was a very windy and rainy morning even until the afternoon. Wind was chilled when it blew on my face and hair. So, i decided to go and get my lunch on my own. make it as a take away then grabbed my 'ice blended green tea latte' at the nearest starbucks then headed home. Afterall, I took the longest route to get back to home. in short, the wrong way.. waste my petrol and time *grr..* (see.. what happened when dear's not around )

Then when reached home sandra took a nap from about 4pm to 6pm hees. BUT hor.. had a bad dream =( like i was haunting by police or something huhu.. *scary* then was msging with dear hees.. yesterday we had some arguments and conflicts. *sad..sob* but finally everything is resolved by the noon.

Dinner time! Jon brought me & sis out for dinner. It's an order from both our parents coz my parents were away for dinner and will be back quite late though.. Brother busy watching drama so he stayed at home. Dominant-Sis for the day. She said & she said.. to the Japanese food. At first she wanted to head to Midvalley.. but it was already 8pm then I said NO! I needed to be home latest by about 9.30pm.. for webcam session.. hees. then okay here's the Deal! we headed to the best Jap restaurant at Leisure Mall. wheee! =)

She ordered the seafood Udon while I will eat all the seafood coz she doesnt eat. Jon took a Tempura dinner set. And for me, was not very hungry so I took the 5-pcs Sashimi with CawanMushi .. Then the sweet Sis was craving for milk shake. So got her favourite Cookies & Cream Milk Shake at the Baskin Robbins. I took the strawberry ice cream as well.. while Jon pays xD

So now Im feeling so contented at home. in my room, blogging and also chatting with dearest hiim. BUT the stupid webcam bullied me!! it's refused to work *grrr..* keep making me restarting my lappie. wth.. So now gonna continue my sweet sweet caming session la.. to reimburse the night of yesterday that we had missed out.. aww and he made a nice post for me.. with my pic and our picss too.. =)

Enjoy the night my friends for those who are out there chillin =)

Stay UP! wheeeee~

Sandra..Fiishey..