Love never fails

With Love, I am willing to believe that things will sure work out when we both are willing to face it together. With this, any challenges ahead will not bring us down. Having faith in both, trying out and putting effort in the relationship can be countless time but never let it slips away because we believe in it and I know you are not anyone else, you are the special one.

I am truly grateful that I have met you.

Happy to have you by my side,

in my story,

in my life,

in my love.

For you - xoxo

=]

Sometimes Truth are hard to accept when it comes to the Ugly ones especially.

No matter how hard it is. Guess it's time to wake up.

Things just couldnt stay how it used to be.

Or maybe Sandra is just stubborn enough to not make things right or accept it.

It's pretty a heart-ache. like looking along the coming roads, you see pieces of tiny glass.

walk through it and bleed. Tears flown like it didnt know how to stop, heart cries very hard.

wondering any turning points? unless miracle happens.

Maybe or maybe not. I never know. but probably it's time to let things flow.

ugly enough for me to turn away. but do i have a choice?

nitex people-xoxo

Numbness

Hey there, it's another lonely night.

I am staying alone in my room. The night is quiet and calm.

staring at the darken screen on my phone as if I am hoping something will happen to it.

This feeling is awful especially the night is still young, endless awaits,

pretty sure it's gonna be another sleepless night.

wishing it to happen seems so much impossible.

I never like this feeling but it always visits my heart.

Understanding makes my lips sway up but my heart cries.

How I wish that numbness could fill and it helps me to feel nothing at all.

drunk me with whatsoever, as well as it's not loneliness.

love me - xoxo

The First Week

Hello Hello! It's the first week of the 2010! How's everyone there? =)

Alright. I am here to update everyone about my recent life lu. So, yeap, no mistake, Sandra has started her uni life. I have enrolled at the UK Law Transfer Program at Help University College. Well why HELP? I have my reasons. First of all it's because in Malaysia, only Help uni as well known at offering transfer program to UK for Law Degree. Secondly, if I were to go UK uni directly, I will only start my 1st year this Sept. BUT starting this course at Help on the Jan, I will then complete my 1st year on August this year and will leave to UK on coming Sept. Hence, it helps me to save my time instead of waiting for another 9 months as well as financially. Also, I planned to do my Bar Vocational Course (BVC) at UK so the 1st year money can be saved for my another year for my Bar. So well here it is. =)

So here's a bit to share on my 1st week at HELP.

hmm well. The first week of uni was alright, hmm at least things went on smoothly. Just that I havent tune my timing back to wake up early in da morning yet. but luckily my timetable is indeed quite flexible. well probably im not emotionally prepared for uni yet. argh i dont know why at 1st. but after all i think Sandra is not ready for a Change. Days in taylors were real campus life and i think it's the best that we can get in malaysia. everything is within our walking distance and all facilities i would say are up to standard. So, my new environment is a total contradiction with campus life but a city kinda uni life.

To me, city uni life would be decent if it is happened to be at London, New York or Melbourne coz these are all well structured city. BUT not in Malaysia, KL is not indeed one. I would really appreciate that HELP offers quality education system but sadly not facilities. My classes and lectures are conducted at wisma help, which is another campus, a office building liked where I have to take lift to my class but the lift sucks. The lecture hall's seats are not well equiped, i normally will happen to sit at one with spoiled attached table. plus, I am with spinal problem, sitting in such a seat for 4 hours is torturing. During class break, when at taylors, we normally walked out to the corridors, for some fresh air and green plants or just to stretch and chill out. but here, when you look out the window, you will see contructions going on next door and people never linger around the corridors, that's weird, unless you are on the phone.

Lunch break! ahhem, not much variety of food here, you can count it. mamak i assumed mostly and cafeteria food, except one subway nearby. so there's hardly any nice place that you can hang out with your friends. Unless get back to eat at main campus near at the imigration department building, but i dont have class there, so NO. Normally after class you can see the crowd just disappear, some to take shutter bus, some to get car, some to the library, basically people just leave, they dont stay to chill.

Oh well, i know i have spilted things out. hmm well i shall have my rights to express according the the ECHR, Article 10 (lol i sounded so lawful XD). But honestly, i have to get use to this new place but im not ready for such changes. from campus to city kinda uni life is a big contrast. people, you know sandra well, as im here to complain and share my thoughts but sooner enough i will accept it. BUT one good thing, there's not much of traffic jam going to HELP compare to taylors as from my place, so im bearing with it.

For the 1st year I will be doing 5 subjects :

• Legal Method System
• Constitutional & Administrative Law
• Contract Law
• Criminal Law
• Legal Skills

I have come across a very beautiful introduction by my LMS lecturer, ms.cirami

" Law we may say, is like a glass, sometimes clear, sometimes obscure, through which passes the light of justice " - R.H. Hickling

I have learnt that Law is not just about the black and white, mostly it is about the grey part.

Besides, I really need to catch up back with my friends. I miss Ms.muffin and Mr.stick alot. Oh! and duckie and penguin! and also cheryl bb! sorry lee that few weekends couldnt meet you up. promise another weekend when you come up again ya =) who else? eh.. wanted the yamcha session with weilun and cheejian as well as the singk session with my beloved rong & teng. hmm.. 5 5 5 date me date me okie?

loves to all -xoxo

Finally to Uni !

Hey people! Sandra's officially an Uni Student starts from Tmr!

Oh well, I dont know what is the feeling that I am having right now during the pre-orientation night. Am I nervous or what?

I am really not sure.

Anna said I sounded like the bride who is panic before the wedding night.

well, its just uni right, what's the big deal.

BUT

NO.. it's very much a big big day for me.

It was me who wanted to do Law so much.

and now I am feeling like a coward, for tommorrow.

Do you know how the feeling is like, umm you have wanted it so much

and finally when you have it, you felt like you dont want it.

urgh. what was I thinking.

well I guess its totally because of the new environment that I am going to face.

Or shall I say I am gonna do this twice this year,

as I will be leaving to UK by Sept. this year as well.

owells, It's time to head out for some exploration and adventures San.

And of all that I knew that I would have Dear Hedgiie

with me on the 1st Day of class! whee..

I just need to express them out and get myself be prepared !

So Say Hello to new school and new friends there !

Go Sandra!

Nitex my friends.

loves x0x0

1st Anniversary

Dedicated to my beloved Hedgiie, Junn Dear =)

Time flies and it's been a year since we got to know each other and walked with each other until today. It has been a tough year for me as well as for us. But I am so proud to say that we have got through every torns with each other and we are still holding tight for each other. This letter is as a reply to the one you typed me on the anniversary. I am here so happy to share with the rest that I, Sandra has you, Jun.

It was most suprised that dear actually got us an anniversary card attached with a love letter, that's the least I have expected. That was simple yet most sweetest ever! coz people normally thought of roses, champagne and diamond, but those dont work on me so much but many efforts with heart do.

I have always remembered the very 1st moment we were together, the signature (not gonna tell the world what exactly it is, sorry its personal XD) that we have created, it etched and will continue to be in our heart. Its been a long way that we have come through. There's great smile and happiness also a little of the tears and sad. Well, that's why we always said those little crisis make us understand each other more and bond us even stronger together. Let's always let the little issues bring the positive impact to us yea.

I am really sorry and grateful that my dear has been being very tolerate with me this little pampered princess's some negative emotions. I have always been loved, cared and protected, it was dear who guided me and walked me through every single steps slowly to be more mature. We both have changed during the process of learning and growing as well as for us to be better as always. I knew that sometimes Biie could really get you on your nerves but thankfully, you have always returned Biie with a Big Hug. Hugs, for me, is indeedly useful, for a person to totally feel that you are there for him or her.

I do enjoy a lot of moments with Dear. Trips especially =) No matter where it is, as well as its both of us, hang out and relax. Remembering we running across the beaches, touring around the theme park, sitting on the bench next to the sea and talk, watching the sunset.. mostly, chatting session in the car on road trips. I finally felt that being together sometimes is actually making your partner's interest part of yours as well. Just as Dear's passion on Car Modifications and Biie's shopaholic passion with fashion especially on bags. Now, I knew a PASSO and A D.BOON where he could spotted a fake LV.. LOL

So let us Cherish our Love from 2009 forward to the challenging 2010 and hope that we will make it better. I am really thankful for all the little stuffs that Dear have done for Biie at all time and believe me, all of these has made a Big one by accumulating the little ones. Dear makes a Great companion throughout the year and I knew that She will always have him with her whenever she needs him. loves =)

Happy Anniversary my Dear.

Happy 2010 !

Happy New Year to All !

Sandra, Fiishey Princess is here to wish all my beloved friends A Happy 2010 !

A New Year

A New Start

A New Chapter

A New Beginning

Forget the BAD

Cherish the GOOD !

This is the year which i have left my teens and turning to my twenties weii.. gosh, time really flies. no no no.. you get me wrong, i just turned 19 so.. im still a teenager XD die die also wanna be young la.. coz 20 sounded so OLD iish iish.. but anyway, 2009 has been a tough year for me but i survived through it. It's the year which i have officially finished my college and the year I have found my Mr.Right, the year I have grown more mature, show more love to my family. It's the year of friendship as well, It's the year with lotsa headache applications. For me, I didnt have good health on this year either. BUT Sandra made through the end of it. Tears and unhappiness once were filled but I have flushed them out with Sunshine smile and more happiness.

Wish that 2010 would be a better year for everyone! =)

The Penang Trip !

My dearest Mr.hedgiie had realised our wish and planned us a trip to PENANG! Im really excited for it as this road trip has been in my cravings =) I love my dear weiii.. so JOM.. here we go.. but he drives laaaa XD we both dont know any roads of Penang and yet we just borrowed a GPS with Malaysia Map and start our journey to the north! indeed, we are adventurous =)

credit to mr.little lionel, his Garmin GPS has been real useful =)

So Penang here we come lu ! We reached Penang at about 4pm in the evening. well why so late? due to the delicious lunch at Ipoh, Onn Kee chicken rice Restaurant. Was alot of people queueing even its a late lunch time. Remember that when we were on the Penang Bridge, Biie was asking Dear that : "Eh dear, the Penang Bridge will fold into half de a?" alright i know it sounded hilarious.. LOL

So here's the sunny sandra with sunglasses and excited smile =)

So not to mention about the hardrock hotel as it was just going for the hotel instead of Penang i would say. hmm i felt in love with the Tune Hotel by Air Asia located at the downtown of Penang. Check in was pretty easy, only with printed details by the customers and few more clicks on the computer touch screen and got the room access card swaped, that's it! the room is now yours to be in used =)

The standard room that we had is not big but is pretty just nice for 2 of us. In a standard room you dont have TV, Towels, Hairdryer as well as Air-con. However you can top up with that by paying let say, hairdryer - RM1/stay, Aircon - RM13.50/12hours, Towels - RM5/stay. All you have to do is just pay the amount and they will swap the card and there you go with your prepaid aircon. by the time you insert the access card at your room, on the aircon and the time will start counting down from 12 hours .. well i found thats COOL!

For the 1st day of trip we have been to kek lok si for the largest standing Kuan Yin on top of the hill. Its good to come and bai bai at here when you come to penang =)

on the extended day, biiebiie planned a road trip to the snake temple and then cross over to bukit mertajam for lunch and drive up to port and use the water lane to get back to georgetown. water lane as in getting our car on the ferry and us as well then there it goes.. A back and forth way on the ferry costs us RM7.70 well which worth a try as an exprience =)





from this shot through the blue triangle arrow, you can see that the GPS is imperfect LOL its pointing that the car is going through water XD owells.. thats the interesting part, it doesnt show water lane but roads mostly HAHA.

Here comes the delicious Food :

the very famous chaw kuey tiao at the Lorong Selamat. Urgh, we really have to spend some time to loook for it since it has moved to another corner which was actually few blocks away.. iish iish.. it made us go round and round for many times.. but well its worth a try, the prawns are very big LOL

Here is the white wantan mee at bukit mertajam =) not like those wantan mee mix with black oil, this wantan mee you see nothing but just plain one. but NICE! i wanted to try again if we could make another trip =) and the best CENDOL at bukit mertajam too! Then we tried alot more such as FRIED OYSTER along the way to Batu Feringgi. LAKSA, ICE KACANG, SATAY at the night street at Jalan Macalister.. yumm.. HEES X)

so finally, here's the sweet Dear&Biie at Penang. Celebrated my dear's 21st birthday with him at Penang, even though the suprises didnt go very well but anyway its still full with loves. Once again, Happy 21st Birthday to my dear. Im happy to have you with me and thanks for the trip. It was relaxing and we really did spend a lot of times together =)

Looking forward to the next trip =)

Nitex people..!